AH!!! I DID HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!

Oh No! I think I did awful on my Communications test! UGH I HATE THAT CLASS! It’s so hard! Tonight we all got together after class to watch Nip Tuck….whoa great episode. Since Flavor of Love doesn’t occupy me as much I guess Nip Tuck will be my new thing! I want to see an episode of Desperate Housewives, I have heard so much about it, but I have never seen it. It’s annoying when people talk about shows you have never seen because you feel dumb! Darn…I have work tomorrow…I just realized that. Hopefully there will be a lot of return mail to occupy me. AW tonight I got to see a lot of my cousins I hadn’t seen in a very long time! It’s so awesome to see my family, I think my brother, niece, and sister-in-law are coming in tomorrow morning, YAY! I miss them so much, they live in Dallas and they rarely come down because my brother is so busy with real estate. I dread waking up early tomorrow morning, two things I will avoid next semester are 8 o’clock classes and night classes…..NEVER AGAIN WILL THIS HAPPEN!!!!

bored....at work

So today has been a pretty busy day and will continue to be. I woke up about 30 minutes before I had English and I put on the first thing i saw, which was the ugliest! I had math tutorials before Geography class because I have a test on Wednesday, PLUS I have a test tommorow for Communications....UGH! Communications is the hardest class in the world! All of the answers on the test seem correct. I have work till 3 and then I have a Geography S.I. session till 3:50. THEN I have to go home and work on my homework and then go to Math tutoring again at 5. THEN I have Math class from 6:30 till 7:45.....then I have to go home and study for Communications and Math. Wow, my life is full of excitement! haha....work is sooooo boring! My boss is on vacation so the office is a little more laid back this week. Aw, little Maya has to go back to the Vet to get her stitches taken out, poor baby. I hope the weather stays like this, it's so pretty outside!

History Repeats Itself

Today I felt so sick! YUCK! The cold weather didn’t make it any better. So have you ever been with someone for so long and then ya’ll break up and the feelings never go away? That’s kinda what is going on. I loved him so much and we both still love each other, but how do you pick up the pieces? I want to try our relationship again, but my jealousy issue is sometimes a problem. We both have issues we have to work out before we try anything again, but I am just so scared to start something again. I was so heartbroken and I never want that to happen again. Maybe this will be great though, maybe this is what we both want and need. I know I am willing to try as long as we get through the issues we already have. Wow, I hope everything works out. I really miss being in a relationship and having someone there for me.


P.S. I AM STILL EXCITED THAT FLAV PICKED DELICIOUS!!!!! I DON’T CARE IF I AM A FLAVOR OF LOVE FANATIC!

BIRTHDAY WEEKEND!

So did anyone watch the Flavor of Love finally? WOW….ok so this was the perfect ending to my birthday weekend! Delicious WON!!!!!! It makes me laugh when I think of how upset New York must have been. She deserves to be treated badly because of all the mean things she said about everyone. She said that if Delicious lost that she wished her "an ounce of luck", and if her life was not full of luck then too bad. How mean is that? It takes a coldhearted person to say something like that. I could not be any happier with Flav’s decision. This weekend in all was just great! I hung out with my friends and with my family all weekend. Today I was so upset though because I had to send Maya back to the Vet because her stiches from her spading were not healing right. They kept her for the rest of the day to do surgery, I feel so bad for her!

I knew it!

I knew Crazzy was going to go home on Flavor of Love! Oh THANK GOODNESS!!! That girl needed to leave so badly! Her grandma and mom were just as crazy as she was! Now, no one will ever be as crazy as New York's mom. I would hate to be locked up in a room with that lady. I want Delicious to win! She is so nice and I think she would be perfect for Flav. Today has been so boring, but I am looking forward to seeing the CHEETAH GIRLS in concert on Thursday night with my neice and sister. It should be fun, I made a shirt that said CHEETAH-LICIOUS! Haha, I am sure my neice will love it.

Random day

*On the bus this morning all I could see was a black blob because someone’s backpack was in my face the entire ride. I tried to tell him but he wouldn’t listen, so now I have red marks from the scrapping of the backpack every time the bus stopped.
*Class was completely boring….UGH….and my computer wouldn’t work, the printer was not cooperating and my assignment was late because of it.
*The wait for the bus ride home was awkward…..here’s the conversation
o “AH! I just barely missed my bus”
o “Aw, I am sorry to hear that”
o “What bus are you waiting for?”
o “The stadium bus”
o “Oh, you’re a commuter”
o “Yup”
o “Where are you from?”
o “Here….”(I try to avoid any more conversation because he looked like a stalker and he was picking his nose!)
o (Slowly pulls his phone out) “What is your name?”
o “Mari”
o (Hands the phone to me) “Here”
o “Why are you handing me your phone?”
o “Put your number in”
o (I WANTED TO RUN AWAY BUT I HAD NO WHERE TO GO BECAUSE MY BUS HAD NOT ARRIVED YET) “Oh I never really give my number out to people I don’t know”
o “Do it”
o I knew I was in trouble then, what was I suppose to do? I felt so scared and just freaked out! The bus finally came and guess what I did when I saw the bus pull up?......I RAN MY BUTT AS QUICKLY AS I COULD TO THE BUS! I have never met anyone so scary.

*On my way to my grandma’s house , I was on the highway and I was just trying to concentrate on the road, a CRAZY LADY came and was driving so fast, then tried to get in my lane right beside me, making me swerve. I thought I was going to die, I hate car accidents and I never want one to happen again!

Jumble of thoughts

I’m so stressed right now. Paper here, paper there, another test, another quiz! UGH! I guess this is all just part of the process of adjusting to the transformation into college from high school. Maya’s stitches began to bleed today, so I am a little worried about that. She hasn’t been eating much, which is not very normal of her, and she’s just not acting right. I’m thinking of calling the Vet’s office tomorrow to make sure that everything is still ok with her behavior. Hopefully all is well. Tonight I have been driving myself crazy trying to figure out my math homework. Even though I have been to SLAC Lab and a tutor, I still need a little more work. Math is my worst subject so I spend hours trying to help myself and figure out the problems. Tonight I went to go hear John Carlos speak at the LBJ Ballroom, it was so good! He is such a wonderful speaker and he is really a nice guy! He had the whole ballroom laughing at his jokes. Hopefully this weekend will be somewhat relaxing and I can just not worry so much about everything that is going on.

My poor Maya...

I took my dog to the vet to get spaded and the entire day I was so worried about her. When I picked her up from the office she was really drowsy and clumsy from all of the drugs. She got excited when she saw me and then just sat down and almost fell asleep. I felt so bad for her but she was acting so funny. In the car I tried not to speed or stop too fast because I didn’t want her to fly forward and hurt herself with her stitches. Her eyes kept closing and she continued to lean on the seat as if she were drunk. I couldn’t help but laugh because she was just full of drugs and acting completely different. When we got home she tripped over my flip flops, slowly walked to her bed, and fell asleep. I called the vet’s office to make sure all of this behavior was normal and they told me that it is very common behavior, so I wasn’t too worried.

New York, New York!

On Flavor of Love tonight, Flav announced that New York was going to join the girls again in the competition! I cannot wait to see how this is going to end. Obviously Buckwild was not being real with Flav because she left just because New York was back in the game. I honestly think that Flav will end up picking New York as his final choice. I saw the previews for the next episode and it showed New York’s mom pushing Flav, telling him that she does not want her daughter with him. I cannot wait till next Sunday’s episode! On the other hand, WHAT WAS UP WITH THE HORNS LOSING! AH! It’s so frustrating because they could have played a lot better! I still love them though! I know I am jumping from subject to subject but I have a lot on my mind right now. Can I honestly not find one decent guy? I wish a good, nice, funny guy would just come into my life. Hopefully I will meet one soon.

My day

I fell asleep about a million times in my EDP class....nice teacher and all but I have no idea why that class even exists! I thought I got enough sleep last night, but I guess not. Thank God tommorow is Friday, i'm so excited for the weekend. Today my brother, sister-in-law, and niece came over to the house. My sister-in-law cooked, but I think i'm sick now because of it. I think I ate way too much, too quickly. An old friend of mine kept texting me and annoying me, have you ever just felt that some people you just don't want to keep in touch with? It was really random them texting me and trying to hang out with me. For some odd reason my dog was acting way too crazy and hyper today, maybe she was just way to excited to see new people. I think I might wake up a little earlier tommorow so I can stop by Starbucks....mmmm....sounds like a plan!